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I’m rewatching Sex and The City for the twentieth time, but I think this time is the first time I’ve ever really paid attention to character development and saw things as an “adult”. When Carrie had an affair with Big while with Aiden, I found myself fuming this time around.
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I’m a person who gives my all in everything I do. This means that in a relationship, I seek monogamy to be able to give all of myself to that person and believe that person is doing the same thing for me. I am also very traditional in believing that a girl should be pursued by the guy as the Bible says, “he who finds a wife,” not she who finds a husband, therefore the generation in which I was born has destroyed dating culture and finding someone with a similar mindset is slim to none. In via 2017, monogamy became extinct. Not literally, but it definitely felt like it. When I think back on this time, and know the things I know now, I wouldn’t have allowed myself on dating apps or allowed myself to move forward with the “situationship” I put myself in with Mr. Mystery.
For years now, I haven't given myself or let anyone else have my full attention because I let myself believe I wasn’t worthy of love. Ever since (let’s call this man Mr. Mystery,) I have pushed myself away from the idea of love and have yet to allow myself to be vulnerable with another human-being.
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